Little boop # 77: dark space

Today has been by far the worst day ever. I am completely broke. Not a penny to my name. Not gas in my car. Only ate when they fed me at work. I feel like I’m back in high school. Just a big fuck up. Can’t do anything right people. Peoples expectations of me are always so high and outweigh what I want for myself.>I’m sitting here crying because they think I’m a terrible person even though I know I’m not. The second I start feeling better by myself something brings me down. Everyone expects me to be superwoman and I will be but it will be by my definition. I am so emotionally detached and I don’t know how to fix it. It’s like I feel like a burden to everyone in my family and an inconvenience to my friends. Yet I still smile because I know deep down that I’m amazing and I will be successful. I change lives every day. My personality is infectious. I am great.